Disaster

I stopped blogging here for few months. Three months to be exact. And the last few months has been a rollercoaster ride for me. I was hooked on Myspace and did most of the blogging there. I had a nice blog and maintained it for awhile. I tried writing nice articles and received few subscriptions. I love the way people reacted on every entry and like everything else, there are some that tends to leave nasty remarks.

I had a great time. That was before christmas. Then there came this guy who seems to be wooing everyone else. With the bored condition i was in, i thought it would be worthwhile to spend few hours of chatting with him. It was a mistake. Then the teary jerky emotions followed. Everything went from bad to worst.

Then, i deleted the account.

It was bad enough that i wasnt thinking clearly when i did that. I lost many new found friends and there was no way i can contact them.

Bad decision.

Then i started a new one. and this new one seems to be slow in progress than the first one. It made me doubt my writing ability as days passed by.

And i am thinking again of hitting the delete button. I am sad.

Depressed.

But i dont want another disaster.