I feel sick, not physically though. I want to go home early however, I don't feel welcome anymore. I can't specify the reason though. Not here, not now. I feel like being kicked right through the guts and I felt myself burn in shame. Talking about people who will always remain unwanted. Well, that's me...a total humiliation. Hah! Maybe mom was right after all, I am just a nuisance in everybody's life. Ahhh..life is catching up. Pooh! F*c* and A*s*o*e*. No matter how I try to assure myself that this is just a simple life test, I can't hide the fact that I am not really welcomed in that place where I call home for the past few months.